

Painted Myself UglyMy life is just a hazy blur of smoke and music turned up too loud.Painted Myself Ugly
I painted myself ugly. All the colours in my skin are sickening. The bruises, the scars, un-healed wounds, homemade tattoos, Im disgusting.
The redness in my eyes isnt from the drugs anymore. Its from the lack of sleep. The cold wind blowing threw my thin and broke body as I lay on the pavement. I was kicked out of the park this night. Stupid ass pigs.
Not that it was much warmer there.
I miss my tiny apartment, with its dirty walls, and carpets with cigarette burns. I miss the sour milk smell and the spiders


The Night Garden pt.1 There was turbulence the whole way. Stupid plane. I hate flying. I sat with my eyes closed for the entire 8-hour flight, but no sleep came. My stomach and head are in so much pain. I didnt even eat the free meal they gave me. It still sits in front of me. Warm and disgusting. Why in the world I got the chicken I dont know. It looks so dead and pink and raw. The plane is going to land in a few minutes. The flight attendants are coming to collect garbage, she looks disappointed in me when I hand her my plate full of uneaten food.The Night Garden pt.1
All I can hear now i
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